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Tuesday, January 20, 2009


Books for my Christian Marriages class:

How Can You Tell if You're Really In Love?
The Five Love Languages- How to Express Heartfelt Commitment to Your Mate
Promises to Keep- Developing the Skills of Marriage.


Current mood: nauseated

Saturday, December 6, 2008

11:11PM - rant.

I am become increasingly disturbed by the type of people who will receive degrees from Saint Joseph's within the next 5 months.

Current mood: exhausted

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

5:52PM - i hate iraq

joe left today.

Current mood: crushed

Sunday, April 27, 2008

10:00PM - haha this is what i would do.

Current mood: crazy

Sunday, April 20, 2008

2:22PM - Why I dont commit serious crimes.

Current mood: flirty

Monday, November 26, 2007

4:15PM - YAY!!!

Dennis wrote me back!
of course im at work so i cant read it yet but i think ill sneak out early so i can see it before i have to move into the lib tonight.
it will be my new moto for the week!

so happy:D

Current mood: ecstatic

Monday, August 27, 2007

2:53PM - quick little something

so now its the week of my vaca!!
im uber excited,
moved all into school.
its not alex and its not adrienne.
its weird.
its becca and shes nice.
shes not me.
i dont know if im gonna be able to live like that.
ill just visit alot.
like im doing tonight.
which i didnt tell her about bc i wanted to get away.
i miss my roomies.
its gonna be real quiet in my apartment.
class was nice this morning.
first week is always good.
which is why i dont care that im missing friday afternoon.
i cant wait to leave and then get there.
its gonnna be soo good to see her.
and zo and everyone else ;)

ahh 4 days/
3.5 hrs of work left. its gonna be weird being here for 2 hours after everyone else is gone....hmmm


Current mood: excited

Monday, July 23, 2007

8:11AM - my weekend


Current mood: chipper

Saturday, May 6, 2006


last night here in sourin. kind of sad kind of excited, makes me really nervoius though. an entire year of college and i still dont know what i want out of my life. still dont know if i want to be here.

im officially down with my freshman year!!! seems like last week i was moving in. this semester went really fast. better than last semester, for the most part. closing time....

late for the last time from SJU til august.

Current mood: indescribable

Thursday, April 27, 2006


i hate tonight. i hate being here. i hate who ive become. i these people tonight. i want to sleep and i know that wont happen tonight. i cant wait for home. i need out. summer will be great. im pretty excited.
off to be by myself in a room full of people.

Current mood: depressed

Wednesday, April 26, 2006


whats worse than the reason for taking a shot in the first place is taking it alone.

feeling shitty lately.....
not the best way. no classes tomorrow.

Current mood: crappy

Sunday, April 9, 2006

8:59PM - going back to the i hate girls....

people really suck this week, like alot.

easter is sooon and will help. i cant wait.

Current mood: annoyed

Sunday, April 2, 2006


i dont like this

this makes me stomach hurt.
i dont want to wake up

Sunday, March 26, 2006


i hate girls. really hating them today.

i want to be home in bed and just sleep for hours upon hours. i misss sleep, good sleep.

fuck you!!!!!

Saturday, March 25, 2006

2:13PM - i hate girls

good friday night.

im a big girl. i dont need you to tell me what is best for me. really, i promise i can take care of myself.

Current mood: pissed off

Sunday, March 19, 2006

2:05PM - weekend

st patty's day was fun! went out and had fun. too much drama....i hate living with girls. lip was sore...

saturday was real good. what i needed to realize im okay. and honestly okay this time. really miss being a friend though. i miss having that. but good overall. glad i did it.

today just sucks. justin's coming to see me for a hot second before he goes back to school. no city for me today. it would have been fun though.

cant wait til friday.

Current mood: pissed off

Thursday, March 16, 2006

8:13PM - this week sucks

horrible week. without a doubt worst week here. rather not do this ever again. rather have no one ever have to do this. i couldnt say anything to his parents. i mean i did but it was so hard. i felt horrible, im the one upset, right?! seems too backwards to me. I thanked them for him. and gave my condolences but i couldnt get much out. kissed my hand, touched his coffin and said good bye for the last time. its so hard.
funeral this morning was not fun. so many people. its not right, shouldnt be like that. the church was beautiful and huge and there werent even enough seats. a good 50 people had to stand in the back. its obvious what he meant, no need to explain him. words dont do justice.
im exhausted but cant sleep at night.

i cant imagine.

love you Drew<3 3*11*06

Current mood: confused

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

1:30AM - 5 hours til i have to be up

its too hot. i cant sleep. i dont think thats why tho. this feeling. no one can sleep with this feeling. its lonely here tonight. real lonely. i can feel it. its not very comforting. kind of that feeling that i just want to cry. its not working today. the tears wont come. i feel them though. maybe itd be better if...

Current mood: guilty

Sunday, March 12, 2006

10:20PM - so break and stuff

it was nice going home. well for a very short period of time it would have been a lot nicer.
got to sleep some and visit courtney at school which was fun!!! saw some people i miss but didnt get to see everyone...
then friday came it sucked just the thought.... that i should have been happy, a year ago that was the greatest day of the year and now it makes me upset to think about.

on a bad note, a guy that lived in the suite next to me passed away from a motorcycle accident. i didnt know him too well but he was a friend and a great guy. what a way to end my break.
so today was horrible... i dont think i have comprehended it all yet. its too much still feels unreal. it shouldnt have happened. he was one of those guys that it shouldnt have happened to.

G'night from SJU!!! glad to be home

Current mood: numb

Thursday, March 2, 2006


I fucking hate my english prof!!!!!!! ahhhhhh im not going to make it through this semester. i pay how much money a year to go here and i get shit like this. never ever again! if you are going to try to correct on something as petty as the difference between on or to in the title of a poem make sure you re correct before you say so!!!!
FUCKKK english, complete waste of my time this semester, id rather be failing then have this prof.

i hate assholes.

on a better note, HOME tomrrow!!! still not sure how but ill be there tomorrow somehow

Current mood: pissed off

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